just thinking...

i wish someone would just come up to me and give me a big hug. not say anything and just let me cry. i dont want to have to say somethings wrong i just want someone to just KNOW and not really push cuz with me (ok this is going to sound really weird but) im like a cotton ball. u push and pull and push and pull as hard as u can to try to get me to talk and that does nothing. i dont budge. but all it really takes is a tiny tug and im so ready to just say it all. i wish i didnt have to say this. but i guess u have to say it for ppl to know for future reference right?