Tuesday, January 22, 2008
reflection on today
today was normal...waaaay too normal. nobody remembered. it was horrible. some ppl now and then would ask if something was wrong or if i was ok, and i just, smiled. and the worst part was that my best friends were worse...i mean they were completely oblivious to the fact that i was distraught all day. and if they did know, they showed no sympathy. i felt so unloved its not even funny. its probably not even their fault but i just wish i had someone to talk to about it during the day. it most likely would have been a lot better...anyways off of the morose topic of, well, that topic, i so did not want to dance today. i am pretty sure it was my last day of it so its all good. midterms are coming up and i have a load of studying to do so i guess il just write some more wen anything exciting comes up. =]
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teagen... u are loved. you are. never forget that. <3 everyone has a different way of showing their sympathy... some like to come up and ask... others say TALK!... others like to simply sit back and watch... no matter which way... we all care. we do. i no i cant personally say "O i no how you feel!", but there is a way that i do feel you... im not going to say... but yeah, i can tell you that it does get easier. there are days when you wish someone would hug you and say talk... or just look at you and lets there eyes reinsure you. but no matter how hard it is, you have to realize and think about how that loved one would want you to feel? seeing people sad, or suffer is so hard... things get worse before better. Teagen, there is a light at the end of every tunnel. <3 stay strong and remember we are all here for each other
teagen, trust me i feel the same way at times... like i just want someone to be there and say wats wrong... you know? idk that probally sounds stupid, but with -that person who im waiting for her txt lol- i would love for her to just be like aisling... and yeah let me just totally spill and probally ball my eyes out... u no? teagen il be that person that will hug you 0=] i just didng want to go up to u today and be like... omg teagen, omg. u know? ok girlie, txt me <33
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